Thursday, June 30, 2005

Ridiculous Decisions

Did you ever reach a point, where you keep on taking the wrong steps, making the wrong decisions and you just continue and continue and continue to do?

It is funny how sometimes to fix one wrong decision, you make a worse one. When you are fed up about certain aspects of your life, you decide that it is time you take matters into your own hands. This is probably the worst decision of them all. I agree that we have to be drivers of our own life, but I believe in having God being the leader, and we just the followers.

I can confidently confess that I have made the worst decisions of my life ... only during the past 3-4 months. To those hurt in the process, including myself, I apologize.

Friday, June 24, 2005

Note (Tone?) Deaf

I just had a weird thought:

What if we were all deaf, not completely ... but only in one note out of the many musical notes. To continue this theory, or insanity: What if we were deaf, but each one in different notes, so that everyone is "uniquely deaf".

Imagine how music that sounds good to one person, sounds terrible to another ... and this is only because we are deaf and we don't know it.

Even more provoking, the idea of everyone hearing the same note, differently! That would be nuts! I can imagine how one song that sounds too good to be true, to be totally rejected as noise by some other person.

Too bad that ain't true :)

Saturday, June 18, 2005

Life for Rent

Interesting song ... one of my favourite for Dido

Artist: Dido
Song: Life For Rent


I haven't really ever found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologize that once again I'm not in love
But it's not as if I mind
that your heart ain't exactly breaking

It's just a thought, only a thought

But if my life is for rent and I don't lean to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

I've always thought
that I would love to live by the sea
To travel the world alone
and live my life more simply
I have no idea what's happened to that dream
Cos there's really nothing left here to stop me

It's just a thought, only a thought

But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down
While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try
Well how can I say I'm alive

If my life is for rent...

Friday, June 17, 2005

Left Lane Maniacs

Maybe this post is relevant to Dubai only, but go ahead and read ... u never know maybe you face the same stupidity and ignorance :)

When driving, you have to have a certain level of expectancy for stupid drivers, or you are just not realistic. However, in the past few years, I have witnessed an exponential increase in this specific number: the number of stupid drivers on the road.


One of the situations where they really shine, is their use of the left lane, or the fast lane. What the traffic rules say: use the fast lane only for bypassing other cars in the slow lane. The unwritten rules between professional drivers say: as long as the lane on your right, is moving slower than you, then stick to the lane you are in. However, what has been happening is that everybody thinks the fast lane is a miracle lane, where any car touching this lane is blessed with the eternal gift of speed. So the logical consequence of this is, all the traffic is on the fast lane, while the slower right lanes are all empty.

The funny part is that if police sees you bypassing from the right you are fined on the spot for reckless driving. Another thing is, you still find the good drivers driving on the slower lanes, so its not really free ... and this is where real traffic is formed.

We keep on blaming Dubai government for moving slowly, while i think they CANNOT go beyond 5/6 lanes on the highway! It is up to us to use it wisely. We keep on complaining about reckless drivers ... true, but out of all these reckless drivers, 75% are reckless because they are frustrated with the traffic generated by people who lost the ability to think logically. I am not placing the entire blame on them, but the fact that no blame was ever placed on them, drives me to post this with passion.

Gone are the days when driving in Dubai was fun ...

Sunday, June 05, 2005

New Lesson about how God deals with us?

Sometimes I would rather that I am at zero state ... han being in an "onhold" state ... a suspended state.

Many things in life happen and you wonder why they do not have an answer. I am not talking about an immediate answer, but more like you've waited many years and you still do not know the answer, or you have no clue (and i really mean no clue) what to do about it.

You think you reach a dead-end, which relieves you laced with some disappointment, but then you find out that instead of a block, you have two roads to choose from!

The time you wait to decide which road to follow, is nerve-wrecking and very frustrating. Hesitantly, you take the road you think is best, wondering if really God is with you on that road.

I still remember this verse about this very part:


"(Jer 6:16) So says Jehovah, Stand in the ways and see, and ask for the old
paths where the good way is, and walk in it, and you shall find rest for your
souls ... "


If this is the Lord's promise, then it is true. If it is true, then you have to wait by the road and ask. The waiting can be very long, so I advice to go and camp there :)


Would I rather not be in this situation? yes! However, without the situation ... there will be no blessings and no lessons learned ... even if you take the wrong route.


... I am in that situation now: 5 years and still waiting ...


Isa 40:30-31 Even the young shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall
utterly fall; (31) but those who wait on the Lord shall renew their strength;
they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; they shall walk and not faint.


t. antimena +

Thursday, June 02, 2005

Ill take the intiative!

Thanks Rami for pushing this!

I am trying to get a promo going on for our region, and it is not working out so I really don't know what to write about now except this crap!

I am waiting for some crap from my vertical manager now... groan!

btw ... i hate fawzy!